03.16.2007 | 4:48 p.m.
Concert
Today was a rough day, yesterday was a rough night. I am so glad its the weekend.
I wish I was better at taking my thoughts captive.
I wish it wasn't so hard to do.
All of my insecurities are welling up and I feel so... inadequate.
I don't see anything good in myself. I feel I have a soft, delicate heart that is turning hard because I'm beating myself up so bad. I don't feel I"m beautiful inside or out.
In my class Leadership in Ministry we've been assigned to take personality test to help us discover who I we are as individuals, which will help us be better Christian leaders. So far every test that I've gotten back has made me appear to be a awful.
Maybe I am
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