05.21.2007 | 2:12 p.m.
Nervous
When I first heard of the oppotunity to be on the ministry team I was sooo excited. But now that I went through the application process and I've made the team I am soo nervous. I am the PR Representative for Team 1. I am trilled that I have made the team however I am scared that I won't hold up to the standards of my team or the college. I am afraid I will let someone down. I can't even imagine what I would have to do for that to happen but I am still scared. I want to feel at peace about all of this. I want to prepare myself for summer, howrever, I don't even know what to expect.
We will be ravelling around to different Christian Camp serving as camp counselors a week at a time. Weeks filled with early mornings, late night, stressful days, and joyful times. I can't wait but I wish I had more time to prepare myslef... for what, I don't know.
On Friday I moved into my summer room, with the help of another team mate. I am happy that I am in the room I am in. It's a happy room :)
I'm really glad that I am not going to be home for the summer. I know that this will be a hard summer- missing friends, and having high school friends be completely different from the ones that exist in my memory. My hope is that this summer will be amazing and I will have an absolute blast.
I might get to see my dad for the first time in 4 years at the end of the summer.
Oh and I'm taking my road test again June 1st..... for the third time :) I really need to get it. Pray for me.
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