I am scared to death of finals week. Not only becuse I don't want to participate in it but also b/c I am completely not ready for SMT.
I don't think I can lead.

I have an exegesis paper due on Genesis 28:10-22 and a research paper due on Ordaining Women. I don't wnat to do any of it. Mostly because I hate citing things. I also hate researching things. Not that I don't love learning... I would just rather not be in the library.

Why did I even go to college. I never really thought about it. I just applied and started going. I have learned a great deal. I just hate all the work that it takes. Which is the point obviously.

I don't know... I just hate when time continues sometimes....

I don't know what I am doing with my life... but God hasn't abandoned me yet so what do I have to fear.