I was thinking the other day that I am becoming more and more like the person I have always wanted to be. I think that if I knew who I was going to be back then a few years ago I would be so happy to know that everything would be.... okay. I am stronger than I would have ever expected. I am not caulsed and unhappy (generally) like I had worried I would be. I think I would be disappointed to see that I have little zeal or passion left for God and his work. I am only 20 and I have already managed to burn out a little.
I am terrible with money.
I am terrible at budgeting time as well.
I love being involved but I have a habit of being over involved and leaving no time to enjoy... and when I do have time to enjoy I have work to do because I have a terrible habit of procrastinating.

Next year I am yearbook editor-in-cheif, I will hold a job in the nursing division and another job in admissions. I will also want to participate in Dance Ministry. I am also taking 18 credits. Am I suicidal, oh, I think I will be. I don't know why I get myself in so deep. I was also thinking about doing Chorale or Women's Choir. I am crazy.
But I love all of it and I never want to choose a favorite thing to focus all of my energies. I will make it happen. (I hope.) I can always quit a job if I must.

Yeah I had a lot of fun this summer. (Below) This is me and Rebecca at Fairchance Free Methodist Church in Fairchance, PA. We were there for Light & Life Family Camp. We were in charge of the youth service that morning because the evangelist left early. So the last day of this very spiritually dry camp we showed two veggie tales movies. The entire time the kids didn't pay attention, neither did the counselors. So we were taking pictures of each other. This was from a camper's camera phone.